I am damn freaking sad at the moment.. its been more than 48hours since maksim (my golden retriever) is missing... its like 2 losses in 2 weeks..im gona get so depress...i think today its like bad... the feeling of losing it forever is sinking it.. im am just sooooo sad... i hope it find its way back..or perhaps my grandpa soul could bring it home.
i miss feeding her, playing with her..running around with her and so on... i miss her waiting for me to come home.. i miss seeing her bushy tail wagging.. i just miss her so much... what a thing to happen before my trip... i hope it does not affect me ... each time i think of her i just feel tears in my eyes..damn ! this is just bad...so tame n timid.. its gona b so hard for her to be living on her own outside.. i hope some kind ppl take her in:( aaaaa sooo depressing....
Anyway.. MAKSIM!!! i miss u.. please come home!!!!
on the other hand.. im almost done with packing my luggage. I cant believe time past so fast, its almost 2 months since i last see him.. now i cant wait to see him again n spent christmas with him. i hope it snow when im there:P hopefully i will update my trip here as often as i could without being lazy...
tmr would b my last day at work! wooohoooo:P
i dont know to be happy or sad.. :)( im happy in fact so happy gona get to see boyfie soon.. but yet so sad that maksim is still not home.. i really do hope she finds her way back home before i leave the country:(
maksim i love u .... boyfie.. i love u tooooooooo bolshe <3<3<3<3
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